Judging from news recently received, it's re-affirmed my belief that the purposes of a marriage is no longer upheld in today's society.
There is no sanctity in today's marriages as the rate of divorces and separations shoot through the roof (whether it's due to to family violence or adultery.)
Why put such a strain on people who still love and care for you? Afterall, it's an emotional rollercoaster ride for anyone and everyone involved.
The cynic in me screams: "Why bother? Afterall, we are given eyes to look, hands to touch and hearts to stray". On the other hand, I'd also like to believe that there are some out there who don't abuse such priviledges. It is unfortunate that such are few and far between.
I was never one to believe that love would last forever, one can hardly depend on love alone to keep a relationship going. It's a fantasy to believe that one can love a person forever. The truth is, circumstances change, people change and love changes. Where does eternal love stand amongst all of that?
I am no longer certain with what I want or what I am looking for anymore. Events have become a blur.. decisions on what to do awaiting on other decisions yet to be made, indirectly causing plans to be shelved. To add to that, it feels like a cycle has inevitably returned. This time, it's bad kharma yielding its ugly head, out on a revenge.

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