I received a call from mum last nite.
Boldie - my dog of 14 years and 6 months passed away in the morning.
I guess it was just a matter of time. When I returned to Singapore in January, we had plans to put her down. She's on life time medication - steriods, she lost her sight, couldnt eat or drink on her own and had problems with her bladder. Needing constant care, we put her at my uncle's place and she seemed happier with much more human contact. Eventhough she looked like she was in her own world most of the time, we couldn't do it. It wasn't her time, it wasn't fair to take life away from her when she wasn't ready to go.
I don't know if she suffered just before she went and somehow I don't wish to know. I'd like to know that she had a satisfying life with us and with my uncle's family and that she left on her own terms
There's nothing anyone can do to prepare themselves for the lost of a loved one, not matter how obvious the signs are.
Boldie, I'll always remember the joy and laughter you brought me, the endless hours of playing hide and seek in the house, how we used to share my food, the hugs you returned, always knowing when I needed a lick from you, your uncanny ability to make tears disappear from my eyes with your tail. How you laughed and cheated death on numerous occasions, returning to my arms with a sneeze, a grin and a wagging tail.
I hope you're happier and healthier wherever you are and know that you were very much loved and you'll always be missed.
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