I've always believed that I could handle whatever life threw my way
Well, at least I'd like to think so.
I could scream, shout and wail all I wanted and deep down inside, I knew that the lessons learnt would serve me well.
There were a few times over the past year where I chose to play with fire; a case of wanting whatever I could lay my little hands on. Unknown to myself, it was simply laying the path to my own destruction.
I now pay the price for it.
I never knew I could feel jealousy and anger at the same time, conflicting emotions that would render my heart cold.
I no longer shed tears - no, I now leave that for frustration.
Anger, jealousy and fear is perhaps best handled by ignorance.
Turn my back to it, what I can't see and hear won't hurt me.
Walk away as every step will only take me further from the source.
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