As much as I have whinged and whined about the travel by public transport to work the past month
I have eventually warmed myself to the routine.
Perhaps having more than half a decent conversation at work with newly found colleagues have helped.
I found a cafe which serves my latte with Bonsoy, great healthy food (yum!)
With almost good looking blokes behind the counter and stoves - a girl need her perks!
The journey to the CBD will come to an end very shortly.
No more music on the go, nor reading on trains when the space issue allows.
I feel more relieved for some reason, than I was a month ago.
Perhaps I have resigned to life and have come to terms with my demons.
There are things I need to do,
Mini tasks which I have set myself to accomplish.
Some days at dog school wear me out more than others - emotionally and physically.
Ned can play it up at times and it is embarassing to have your dog clucking like a chicken - very loudly.
I have to live with it and remember that for 75% of the time, he is a great companion and he gives me so much more in return.
A level of love and loyalty, beyond human capability and understanding.
There is an inner yearning to do more with myself
Perhaps the cold weather has hit much harder than I have realised
This level of inactivity has spiralled my mind into bleak isolation.
My creative side is crying to be let out
It's been too long.
Way too long.
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