I have heard about how individuals jeopardise relationships.
More often than not, a product of their own doing.
A vicious circle of applying previous experiences,
coupled with the fear of a broken heart and avoidance of confrontation
I have my own fears, conditioned learning close to home.
A curse I am not able to remove or undo.
Weighed down with weariness, leading onto tiredness.
The desire to shut my eyes, for time to continue without me.
Awake me when it's all over.
Please.
We didn't get it..
We tried but I'm glad we stood our ground.
Maybe it's just not meant to be.
We'll start again in 6 month's time.
Hopefully we'll find something as pretty as the yellow weatherboard beach home.
Where did October go?
Inbetween weekend drives to the coast,
a wonderful visit from E - even if it was waaaay too short!!
and work,
the month's flown by.
We finally found a cosy little place we both actually like.
A very beach like cottage - old but with loads of character
and possibly loads of potential.
(Note: Real estate speak for lots of work to do!)
But we love it.
We can't or won't pay for what they're asking but we've put in a bid for it.
It's just a matter of waiting and holding our cards close to our hearts.
I don't like playing this game with the real estate agents, but at least I've had a go at it
So this time it's less daunting.
Fingers crossed !
