Close your eyes, lie and wait.

I have heard about how individuals jeopardise relationships.
More often than not, a product of their own doing.
A vicious circle of applying previous experiences,
coupled with the fear of a broken heart and avoidance of confrontation

I have my own fears, conditioned learning close to home.
A curse I am not able to remove or undo.
Weighed down with weariness, leading onto tiredness.
The desire to shut my eyes, for time to continue without me.

Awake me when it's all over.
Please.