April 2007 Archives

We finally saved up enough cash and bought ourselves a nintendo Wii!
WHEE!

The afternoon was spent creating Mii characters for everyone. Being the only asian Mii, obviously I stand out like a sore thumb but that could also be due to my red glasses and pink dress!

The weekend has come and gone, I'm still loving my new job.
Although I know I'll be needing more variety to keep the current level of enthusiasm. It's all about being proactive with asking and learning, I suppose!

Keeping in tune with all the changes in my life, I've decided to get a tattoo.
Don't tell mum.
I found a designer and she has patiently and lovingly modified one of her creations.
Now, the quest to hunt down the elusive artist..
Stay tuned!

I turn away, to avoid confrontation.
My eyes fill with tears - tears of sadness, frustration or bewilderment
I cannot tell - does it even matter?
It has all rolled into the one - drop by drop.

As the tears roll down my cheeks, the warmth is strangely comforting.
Surely it means something - that I feel, I yearn and have wants and needs.

The day it all stops will be a different story.
Maybe it will never come to that.
I hope not.

I am not ready to relent to my weak willed voice. Not yet.
I haven't given it my all - this is not a battle I will easily give up.
Unlike the others. There is a purpose to this, a glimmer of hope at the very end.

The day I no longer shed a tear - that will be my sign.
Like flower blossoms in Spring, and snow falls in Winter.

There are days where it seems to be filled with gloom.
Not a single hope insight, only all the rope to hang yourself with.

Yet, there are other days where birds chirp joyful songs and the sun shines like I've never seen it shine before, the world filled with never-ending laughter, hope and love.

The day she stops speaking - that will be my sign.
Like flower blooms in Spring, and snow falls in Winter.

It's been a month at the new job and it's been great.
Constantly kept busy, I no longer start the countdown at 9:30am
Instead, I literally have to plan when to stop, so to never leave with unfinished business.

People at work are great fun; a beautiful mix of backgrounds and experiences.
Young and old, some are friendlier than others, but like a good mix of salty beer nuts -
you never know what you'll get!

Yes, I am excited!
And I thought you ought to know!